Argh, accidentally deleted the post....have to start all over again. Well, to make it simple, i've finally realised what Irene have been feeling when being with me. Not being able to spend enought time with her and i've always been out with the girls (erm, i mean boys). Most of the time i was helping others out, doin activities and helping up in the society. Occasionally flirting and courting, which was kinda hobby of mine 12 months back.

Ok, i do understand the hard feeling of being beside a person who is selflessly sacrificing his time, money and emotions to help others up. It needs a lot of patience, as well as understanding. But it's hard for my partner to actually help me up with my activities besides supporting me morally. That's why it's best that both partners are of the same interest, doing charity, helping up children or have taking photographs just for fun in the park on the weekends.

I can't blame the person that helped the person who owes hell lot of money on the previous post. Cause i'm one of this kind of people, being a doremon in class. I'm tired of it actually, but...Josh quote me smth from Spiderman 2.

The world needs a hero yet Spiderman is gone,
But he will come back when the city needs help.

Thanks for that, well if there's a need, i'll still help up the society when i'm needed. Yet i noticed one slight problem when u helped up a friend of the opposite sex. Lesson: Never be to kind to someone of the opposite sex unless you want her. There might happen misunderstanding, and trying to avoid you.

It's weird really... when you are with someone you like, you tend to be shy and avoid. But when you are with a normal friend of the opposite sex, you'll find it more easy to talk it out wif him/her. That's weird, i don't know why...getting a good impression? That's fake my friend! I'd rather fart and burp in front of those close with me. Accepting me as i am is the friend i'm looking for. I'm not like in the working world now where everything is concerned about how you look and how u present yourself. I'll juz be "THE WAY I AM" and continue doin so while i can.

Juz got back from the phone. Seems like the case is an acceptable case. And i've to learn to help people by practicing my own judgement. How i'm suppose to make my judgement on who to help and who not to, will depends on the wisdom, experience and grow as i aged. By this age, it's not about Growing up, but Growing Wise. In a nutshell, we should be thankful with what we have. Good night.