I think i had. With nothing to do during the holidays, i think i've been wasted a lot of precious time which my other friends opt to go back to melacca to attend the java class. I've also spent/wasted RM2500 for a CPU (gotta pay it this saturday) and RM150 for my car antenna. The CPU took longer to assemble then i thought. Penang really short of RAM it seems, how come they don't sell cheap 1GB RAM but instead i've to buy 2 512MB sticks to made up for it?

Might be going down KL next week to get some other stuffs. Might be checking out the price of camera, getting myself a good tripod, and at least a piece of 1GB CompactFlash card. That'll be another RM5k i think. And there's another LCD computer monitor in my shopping list...i think it'll have to be around RM1k.

Maybe i've been saving up too long dy, and since it's so hard for me to find a job, i spend more time thinking how to waste money. Haha...weird thing is parents do support me. I came out with the money myself eventhough they wanted to pay for those things that I wanted. They loved me so much, and i can't even give them good results, see how naughty I am.

When i was repairing my car's antenna (which was broken months ago), i've a good search around the new area i was staying in. Making big turn around the neighbourhood to see if there's good food, or some convinient shops which i can visit instead of driving all the way down town. Window shopped around Sunshine Square, which i think is worthwhile to get RM1 of shaded parking area. The departmental store was kept clean, i mean neat clean...not like BukitJambul Complex, nor Midlands Park that i visited few days go. My guess is that Sunshine Square is still earning a lot from weekend shoppers, as i only see a handful of shoppers when i was scrolling around. There's a sales going on there, if i'm a girl i'll go there and shop rather then queing with the other shoppers in town. I might wanna go Island Plaza one day, wanna see how the business is over there. but it's kinda outta place from where i stay.

I start getting used to Sungai Ara already, even though it's a bit outta town, but we have enough entertainment, and life sustaining goods here. Schools are also not a problem as there's a secondary school, a couple of primary, and INTI college is just nearby. Not that much pollution if my neighbours are not building their house, and traffic is smooth...if i'm using the correct way.

Oh yeah...saw some good MP3 players and speaker units in the shop which i went to fixed my car's radio antenna. A decent JVC player will cost me approx RM500, while a pair of speakers with tweeters will be around RM270. I'll need two sets of that to get stereo effect. That goes another RM1k. Shit!!! I've so much hunger to spend. Wut kinda work will I have to do to earn enough to fulfil all my desire?

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Bump into a few friends of mine back in secondary school for the past few days. Most of them which i don't remember their names but only remembered their faces. It's nothing to be proud of that i can't remember them while they still remember my name in full! I should look through the graduation magazine more often i guess.

That's one of the reason why i don't want to come back to Penang. Everytime i'm back, i'll meet up with the people i used to know in the past. Meeting up with them makes me think about all the sad things that i've been through back in the old days, and worse still, i don't know what i'm suppose to talk with them. I'll check up my graduation magazine, and list down the names of those i've met recently. Guess that's the least i can do for now.